*Gasp*

  So it's the last day of April and I'm wondering where in the world the time has gone. Yes I have been anxiously awaiting warmer weather for volleyball but now it's like woah... we're practically in May! Which would mean June is coming up quick and everything that I had written down on my list of things to be accomplished by then don't look too good.
Time management I'll admit I'm not always good at and I am the queen of procrastination. This much will at least motivate me to kick it into high gear, I want to be sure to have the majority of what I planned on getting done, completed before my birthday. I won't be able to do it in my own strength but I'm hoping that the Lord will provide me with enough strength to keep pushing through.

  Other than those little stresses ["little" I use lightly considering I know it starts getting extremely stressful when I'm breaking out like mad. That's when I know I need to relax] My mood has changed some and that could be due to the recent nice weather which is a very good thing ^_^. It always seems like a pretty day can motivate you to do so many things. I want to take walks and shoot again, go blading, play soccer, volleyball, get wet, all of these great things but time won't allow. At least for the moment. Responsibilities come first. So the important things like work and saving up for a car and finishing school and possibly enrolling to study other things as well are what should be taking up most of my plate, however none of those things are going to stop me from sneaking in some fun where it's due. No one can just keep going like that and not have some time to just relax, I'd explode.

  So as I get ready to say goodbye to April and hello to May I pray that the Lord will continue to guide my steps and that I will still learn many a new lesson from His Word and in my prayer life.

  Also, for the first time I believe I'm really looking forward to actually enjoying this summer. Last time I went through the motions and although I had fun I just wasn't all there to really take it in. Now that things are becoming more settled, especially after the move for me, I think that this summer will prove to be a testimony to myself of what God has truly done in my life and is still doing ^_^.